So I've decided that humidity is the most disgusting thing ever fabricated by nature.
I suppose it doesn't help that I live on an island so there's constant moisture around me.
But still, I'm not okay with it being extremely humid on the warm days.
It makes one feel sticky and breathing difficult.
Poppycock.

- I attempted to go and see Transformers last night.
Attempted meaning that I went to the cinema, waited in line, then saw the sign saying both showings were sold out.
So instead my friend and I saw Night at the Museum 2.
It was both cute and hilarious.
However, my friend and I were the only people above the age of 9 that were there.(besides the children's parents)
And it just so happened that we were the only people actually laughing at a volume that could be heard.
But that was okay. :]
I enjoyed myself.

- Earlier yesterday, after dropping off a few more resumes I was at the Pet Store looking at hamsters and lizards.
And it just so happens one of my ex's works there now. Horrah!
So whilst I was looking at the cutest hamster that was sitting in his food dish washing his face;
AJ was giving me the stink-eye while putting out some more rat cages.
I laughed.
He hates me so much now. xD
Can't blame him though, I was terribly mean to him towards the end of our relationship.
But I couldn't deal with how clingy he was to me.
I needed room to breathe.
And that was something he wasn't willing to give to me.
But goodness those hamsters were so adorable.
I'm excited for when I get one for myself.

Today shall be a very lazy day for me.
I don't plan on going anywhere for once.

 .::Ashley::.

I've not written in any of my journals in many months.
I guess I've just not felt the need to.
They really don't help that much.
So I just avoid feelings all together now. :]

I'm going to start keeping a journal more often now.
I seem to not be able to remember what I've been doing with my friends.
These will help jog my memories.


- I've successfully finished my first year of High school. n__n
It started off a -little- rocky, but things managed to fix themselves.
The actual school part itself was never bad, it was more or less the friend part.
I lost most of them, but it didn't really bother me.
Even though I just had a couple friends left, I managed to gain so many more.
Although recently it seems that I've somewhat lost one again.
I also managed to ignore most of the ex-friends being huge jerks to me.

- For the second time in the last couple years, I've had one of my best friends decide that they loved me.
I suppose I'm somewhat of a tease at times.
But I don't like ruining a perfect friendship for a relationship that I'll just scare myself out of in a short period of time.
So it seemed that said friend was somewhat aware of  how things would end up with us.
And started dating another friend of mine~
Under other circumstances I'd be okay.
It was just that he chose her like the next day.
And everyone could tell it was because he needed a distraction.
But she's just so terrible to him.
I can't help but feel bad.

- I've been thinking over last summer, and how I put up so many walls.
I decided that it was probably good for me.
Everyone else seems to have gone downhill a tad bit.
But I'm still pretty much the same.
I'm not an avid drinker or drug user.
Nor am I a  hoochie.
I've also surrounded myself with people who are also like me in that sense.
And I think they're a lot healthier for me.

- It is now the summer, and so far I've done so much.
My friends and I have thrown a few parties that were very fun.
And I've found myself a couple new best friends. :]
Life has been pretty darn swell, and I enjoy that.

- I've un-addicted myself to Dofus.
All I'd ever do was play that game and associate with my game friends. o.o"
Thank goodness that's over with.
I still talk to my favorite of all the members in my Guild.
And I still log-on to talk to some of the others.
But I don't want to play anytime soon.
So I've been reading, and playing GunZ from time to time instead.
That's much more amusing.

- I need a job so badly.
I've been applying everywhere.
But no one has called.
I'm not the only one finding it hard to get a job.
I'm determined to find a job by the end of the summer.


.::Ashley::.